alright..

this is the last time I'm doing this i promise... but i wanted to switch the email address and what not, so i kept the same url, but this is a different blog

so.... here you go

sorry, i know josh and dorren are gonna be pissed ;) but i'm done now i promise!

"It is written"

hah, i loved slumdog millionaire, it was a really moving story.. something to think about too. I understand why it won so many oscars... i don't know how to describe it, i suppose it was a "hopeful" movie.. but it was good =]

I didn't really do much today, i woke up kinda late after having a weird dream. in my dream i woke up, and i knew i was at a conference or something. i looked at the clock and it was past 4:30, so i jumped out of bed and started to get ready (the sun was setting) because i knew my friends had left and I needed to catch up to them....i was in the room i'm in now in virginia

idk, you don't need to be master certified to kinda get the jest of this dream... and I don't like it, honestly i don't like working... i was just taught to press through and what not... but i'm not going to let my friends leave me behind, and i'm not going to be late

and so, i went for a walk, came back, watched the heavy and light show =] i love TWLOHA and this may be the best encore ever ;)

then we went to go see slumdog, which was a really good movie for sure as mentioned above.. i've tried to see that movie three times including this time, and my dad tried to talk me out of it.. we were either going to see gran torino, or taken (and i want to see both)... but we went to see slumdog instead, and i loved it =]

today, was pretty good

and now, i'm sitting in my unit lol

until later

in love

Johnnie

you wouldn't think

that i'm more restricted in a resort then i would be at home... i can't really go do anything here... and the resort is so uptight.. idk i'm not a big fan of this place.... though it's nice to relax for awhile

but i'm pretty sure i'm going to go nuts here... idk so far i've watched tv.... messed around on garage band..... messed around with my new axiom 25... and listened to music. idk it isn't so bad, but i'm getting bored =/

i've only been here for two days!

i want to go do something or hang out with someone... idk i just feel so weird being on vacation.. i don't usually enjoy being away from friends, so when i do go even if i have a good time... i'd prefer to be home..

i mean come on, i can do everything at home i do here...

idk, lol

text me or give me a call

until later

in love

Johnnie

alright dorren

dorren made a playlist of classical music for me to listen to, so i figure i might as well take notes since he's gonna be askin you know what...... i'm tired of doing this

i was going to do a song by song review but i don't really feel like it anymore

so far, (i'm on track 9) it's been more sad, but it's had it's higher moments.. im' somewhat torn on some of these songs, but all around it's a pretty nice playlist i'm enjoying the music for sure

mahler is alright, idk he's a bit bipolar, but these songs really sound good

and now the playlist is over.... are you happy dorren?

sorry for anyone else who had to read that ;)

until later

in love

Johnnie

"Tell me I'm no loner, tell me I'm not crazy... or maybe just a little bit.. maybe just a little bit crazy... but mostly prove me wrong."

well, i love fiction family =] tbh

lol, didn't do much

we left early, so we spent the night in Louisville... idk whenever i go to kentucky people always treat me a bit different because of my northern accent, it's kinda funny that they think i have a weird accent when i'm surrounded by people with southern accents lol

but yeah, after a good drive talking, messing with garage band (i actually did it) we finally got to our resort... only to find out we didn't have internet access. my parents are working this week, so it's needed... lol

naturally we unpacked all of our stuff... just to pack it up to move to a different area. it's kinda nice cause i have my own kitchen, bathroom, living room, and bedroom. actually i'm in a whole different unit and my parents are in the one next to me.

there isn't much to do here since i don't have a car, but i don't mind so much. actually the internet was supposed to be 10 bucks a night, or 55 for the week... but since we have AT&T at home, we get in for free =] it's pretty great lol

i didn't have much to say, but i figured i'd write, i'm here in virginia, drove, a bit of drama with the room... we have internet, and i'm gonna chill for a week while my parents work =]

woohoo, lol

i'm gonna miss everyone =/

until later

in love

Johnnie

"Maybe redemption has stories to tell."

idk, i really like that line and i've been thinking about it today.

so, today we didn't end up changing everything on the soundboard ect...david still came over, we hung out at the furnace during the day and such. my mom got mad because i had a "attitude" and i just get mad when she tells me what to do.. like what i'm doing is wrong and what she wants is right... becuase half the time when she does that she's just being controling and wants me to do it her way... but i don't want to..... idk it just gets tense and it isn't good... fights in the bailey family don't go so well, big clashes in the spirit when we go head to head at eachother

so went home early, david and I started playing COD world at war... bethany stopped by, to say goodbye before i go and she didn't like COD so she kinda walked around the house, i felt bad and stopped it but she had to leave not too long after that. i had mentioned david might get a key to the house since he'll be here and we're leaving friday morning super early... bethany made a comment "that's not fair" and apparently she wants a key lol. i don't think my parents like handing out keys to our house, david would give his back if we lent him one... not completely sure

so now david and I have been watching the bourne series, we're on the 2nd one now =] i enjoy hanging out with david. he's gotten alot better, i love the guy for sure =]

lol, that's my day i guess

until later

in love

Johnnie

dream

so in the dream had, i was in some sort of theatre.... i had just had a dream like heroes "naturally" and we get in this theatre and this one seems to be a bit different.... though i had an understanding this guy and this family were with me ni the earlier dream, and i felt i should protect them. we're in this theatre with an orchestra and such, and i'm sitting there and my dad and i walk over to the door and my dad says he sees bethany... and i comment that she had a dance so yeah, she'd be here. i remember i walked over in her direction and a guy stopped me saying he heard i played drums, so i sad yeah for 9 years... and he was talking about how he wanted to start so i was like "you don't NEED lessons you can get pointers from friends and just play ect." like I learned... but then i was like "but you feel left out because you don't play chords or anything."

then i saw bethany, walked up to her and her... first her hair was blonde, and she was wearing like, a black leather outfit... then when i got to her her hair was red, and she was wearing like a dress... it was kind short, only went to around right before her knees... and she was wearing like a scarf around her legs afterward. i commented on her hair (which was red) and asked if i twas temporary and she said "maybe" and smiled as i messed around with it. as we were talking i was messing around with her arm, and my mom walked up so i kinda stopped and she looked and asked a question... then i noticed bethany also looked really tan and i mentioned it too... and bethany said something like "yeah, it was an accident almost got wounded." and i thought/said it was like a tanning bed tan, but she had tan lines in some places. then she lifted her dress (though i couldn't see anything... just like her thigh) and we saw that she wasn't tan EVERYWHERE like she was saying, but i also noticed she had tattoos all over her legs... going up from her legs to her thigh to where her tattoo is now... they were of butterflies..... and a lady walked up and laughed cause bethany had just said she was like "recovering" and my mom didn't know what it was... and I said "She got new tattoos" and bethany kinda smiled.... i remember thinking "it was better when she didn't change that about herself... i enjoyed her more before she changed herself that way.... so i went back into the theatre room and asked my dad if i could go home...because i knew how to get home from where I was... though I didn't know where i was i just said i knew how to get home so i could go... he said yes and i went over and started to put on my stuff... i put on a red scarf... and grabbed my jacket but nate showed up... and josh came and gave nate a hug..... and i tried to put my hair up but suddenly my hair was red white and blue, and i couldn't put it in a pony tail because it was thick, and like an afro type looking... idk

it was a weird dream...